Vent

Mayn…I am so inundated…check this out…speech on Wednesday…two job interviews on Wednesday…Tests on Wednesday and Thursday…mandatory threaded discussion for all 3 of my classes…overtime at work…about five chapters to read before sunday…and 15 chapters more before tuesday next week…5 sets of assignments before monday…database report by sunday…online quiz on sunday…and much much more…aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh…why am i doing this…so i can get an expensive coffin when i die…shiyet…this is all wrong…no wonder i have been blazin’ more often than usual, with cigarette that is…i have to thank kenneth and kenny for their cigs…i’m too cheap that i can’t even buy my own pack of camel turkish royal…

anywayz…i just want to go to the beach and read something that’s not related to work or school…i just want to relax…

today, my mom called me at work…she wanted me to come to their house ‘coz she cooked kare-kare…i did something that i’ve never done before…that is to say NO to free food…i’m that busy, i tell u that…my wife brought 5 to-go plates of canton from little ongpin in LA…and i haven’t even tasted it yet…it’s already 11:20 and i still have so much to read…plus tomorrow i have to wake up early ‘coz we have to work overtime…on top of that…i just smoked my last cigarette, biotch…

so, this is when this post ends…because this is the time when i get up, grab my keys, open the door quietly so my wife won’t hear me, get in my car and buy a brand new pack of camel turkish royal…buwaaaaaaaaahhhh…peace ya’ll…

do you have lazy mo-fos at work…mayn, i don’t give a shit if they fucking take more than 2 breaks a day ‘coz seriously, i take about eight (oops, hopefully Yloida doesn’t read this…hehe)…but, they better fucking work when they have to…but some of my coworkers, mayn, they just fucking take too much space, i’m telling you…i set a new record today at work…i processed 501 loans in one day…but some of my co workers did not even reach a hundred…wassup with that…i mean, i could understand if you’re asked to do something else…my homeboy kenneth had to do some payq’s, my friend charles had to inbound and i think maureen had to audit…and that’s cool…but what about those peeps who were supposed to do the same shit as i do…they did not do squat…one person even did 54 or something for the whole day…fuck, at one point i did 75 in one hour…eniwei…i’m just venting out…whew…slow folks…

i dropped my son off to his grandma in LA ‘coz i have to do my school assignments tomorrow (sat, or today coz it’s 3 am already)…while there (LA), my wife and i saw this movie with reese w…. i think it’s called "just like heaven"…i thought i was going sleep thru the whole movie, but on the contrary, i was fully awake…that movie was dope…it’s so freakin’ romantic and shit…

finally, my own blog…when i first heard of blog in friendster, i was like, fuck they’re imitatin’ Xanga…it’s becoming a girlie website…i thought, mayn, i aint gonna do that…but then coping with LA traffic everyday and dealing with people at work and in school, i realized, if i can’t voice it out, imma fucking write it, maybe i’ll feel better…u know what i mean…